It Touches Me Real Bad

yaw. don't know why Im in the mood to type. So yes, you're the lucky one since you're reading my blog. lol. Life is getting better and better and down and up and down again. Yes Its more than complicated. Right now, Im reading a book titled; The Ways To Live Forever. Damn it touches me real bad tho ! Its about a kid who's fighting for leukemia and *tears* heh. Actually, not this I want to tell you dudes about, but what Im trying to show here is about how my life is now. Adventurous ? naahh~ far from my dictionary for this time. Sad ? not at all ! In facts Im happy now. Am I ? I DONT KNOW ! what's the word that suites me now. Hopeless ? Nope. Bored ? na-ah. Weird ? BINGO ! my life is currently: weird . YES it is very very weird. Last Tuesday I dreamed that a very good friend of mine come to my house and act very normal like playing with my pc, watch movie and karaoke-ing like my other Frankie girls would do but HE'S A GUY ! wtf aite ? then today I normally look at his face and suddenly my heart was like pounds like hell then I felt like crying. They look alike. Very Much. See ? Its getting weird-er and weird-er. And for sure Al-Fatihah to Aminulrasyid, I got a chance to see him this year at a restaurant he barely remember me. But I got a chanceto glanced a smile at him .With him, I only have good and very funny moments, sure gonna miss him :(( Today, I have band practice. BIG HORAYYY at 4p.m, then it turns to a big BOO im expecting more since the day I get out from that darn hospital. -.- I Miss Capy. Yeah very much ! haihhh but big events coming :DDD and in fact its double the big events ! ho yeah ! S.O.X , may SSAAS wins ! and duh~ PMR is getting near-er I still think I need a lot to catch up fuh~ I think I can do it Insyaallah. Sorry readers my post this time is very weird. This is how my life now. Seriously its ding dang weird. Im weird now. Seriously. Dem what am I writing ? gah. I named my clarinet ! I want to call her Clara or Stella idk why. She's been through a lot with me. I have to finish that book ! It is reaching to its point now. Its a good book dem! and nowadays I hear a lot of his whines and sighs. He's a very strong dude. He'll do anything for something he's passionate for. What a great guy. I myself think of buying the book about something he likes. But I remember he doesn't love to read. Okay I have to stop now. Before I start babbling about my cats. Toodles.

P/S: Believe me this post contain more people than you think. Think twice it might be you.

Syaz S.

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